Emily

Dear Emily,

I LOVE YOU...

as you know im really carefull who i say those few words too...

and after "you know who" iv become Down right Stingie with them.what do those words mean to me?

I LOVE YOU =

1. YOU have become one of the EXTREAMLY few people i deeply care about

2. YOU have become one person id give my life for WITHOUT QUESTION anytime, anywhare.

3. You have become one person that can hurt me. nobody else can emotionaly touch me.the list gos on.. you should know some of the things...

but there i go again..

when we talk I LOVE IT EVERY TIME.

but somewhare i went from lisening and talking to Tryiing to fix you. i realized then that i couldent do that. EVER. i couldnt do that and be a good freind at the same time.

....I WANT THIS TO GO AWAY.. this wall between us..lets act like Demolition artists and blow it away..but its going to take WORK from both of us.. first, CALL ME when you need/want to talk or even if your just board text me.. ALL THE TIME..

i will in turn CALL YOU for the same resons.

because i acted all strong becasue i thought it would help you be strong.

i dont like how guys/girls treat you and if i was there I'D just hug you and play poo sticks and run from drunks on the boardwalk. maybe even by Dr. pepper just to give the that one guy. but im not there and im not sure when im comeing back. so i was not sure how to help when im so programed to help whit being there...

IM SORRY.

sorry for not calling when i needed yousorry for not makeing you confordable enough to call meI LOVE AND MISS YOU

i miss your touch, your hugs your eyes your laugh your legs your body your personality your Soul.

I LOVE YOU.

Please call me. im going to call you after i get out of class

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